shirts.

i don't like going to geylang. i remember as a kid when i went to geylang during the fasting month, it was so hot and i got so sweaty and there were a lot of people and i just wished i could have a cool drink and/or go home. i didn't care much about whatever clothes my mum buys me cos my agitatedness was bothering me too much.

i think that feeling is still lingering around; i still hate going to geylang now. and i don't wish to shop for new raya clothes cos i don't wear them throughout the rest of the year, and i don't like visiting shops to get such clothes, and i'm too lazy to leave the house just to get to somewhere with a lot of people and sweaty bodies and heat. and mum has been persuading me to go but i just. don't. want. to. but its so mentally taxing to think of what to wear on raya (the day) itself. "i can't wear this, i wore this last year".

actually, i don't even like shopping for clothes much. i don't find myself shopping for clothes much. i didn't even go to a single clothing shop during the great singapore sale (yes i suck tat much). and i hate shoe shopping cos it sucks to have huge feet, you can't get stuff easily. and i'm like, 'embarrassed' sometimes to ask for the sizes they have and so i just don't bother asking. i seriously prefer spending on food.

i make a good food spender, i love food.

but i seriously need to get new clothes during this hols. cos i'm running out (actually i HAVE run out) of what to wear for school.