banana co.

so what's the story morning glory.

2006-05-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

yes, cos i'm fickle like that and the thought of being able to use that "friends-only" feature excites me to no extent, oh you have no idea.

good night.

2006-05-13T03:34:00.000+08:00

i feel vair sleepy...

random.

2006-05-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

my room is in a mess cos the aircon man came by the other day and left me with a spankin' new a/c (which i never asked for) cos the previous one got spoilt a month after it was serviced. but oh well, i should be grateful but i really think they shouldaf just saved their money cos i don't need aircon, they give me the sniffles.

and i wish anis would iron dad's clothes properly cos she didn't and there are double lines on his shirt shoulders and all, and mum's making me re-iron them. >:(

my room is in a mess but it made my bedroom grow in size. maybe cos my bed is in the middle of nowhere now and facing the window with long flowy curtains so the mess is all facing the back of my head and i don't get to see it. :D

i've to stop procrastinating and get back on track, i'm suddenly reminded of how much i disliked scripting for radio last year. cos i still feel the same way now.

i also feel like converting to el-jay.

popeye.

2006-05-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

poptarts, popsicles, poppins (and baggins) are all vair nice things but pop quizzes definitely aren't! i mean, how in the world was i supposed to know the name of venezuela's president?? and i don't even watch soccer.. i don't know how many points chelsea won in the epl rubbish.

maybe it just shows how ignorant i am. :( yes, i should go memorise the names of all the presidents around the world.

but yesterday's quiz was da bomb (diggity)! with everyone shouting answers simultaneously and getting thrown at with packets of super rings and cheese balls and o.c. posters and american idol tees and hehehe we have to attend the youth and media conference thingy. ahhh, the pleasures of being in fms. the workload is loaded with load but it's so exciting sometimes i can pee in my pants.

howeverrrrrr.. no way'd that (in any way at all) beat lunch at seoul garden though.

shows how little i eat all the time.. hahahah.
the company was simply the best. :)

sighs.

song-filled journey.

2006-05-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

thom and i'd make vair good duets. :D cos we both simply suck.
so we kinda compliment each other's voices well yeay.

listening to music while having long bus rides's my ultimate high!!

and i watched beauty and the beast (yes, ze kartoon) yesterday. and i realised i totally forgot the storyline. and now that i watch it, it's so.. weird. cos like things went by so fast. like, why didn't belle ask beast why he suddenly turned into a prince? i mean, honestly. if i was belle and suddenly my beastie boy turned into a prince i'd wanna know why. but it was a vair nice cartoon nonetheless, now i'm dling cinderella. :D

searched for hansel & gretel but i can't find anything on it. maybe a movie bout em was never made.

but i remember scenes and snapshots of the story!! maybe it was just my imagination when i read the book.

that said, i think i used to be more imaginative. i blame it on television! i used to have all these wild images in my head when i read harry potter, but the images in em hp movies totally spoilt the visuals i had.

kill your television!

boggling.

2006-05-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

ala martin luther king jr,

i had a dream.

vanilla kreme.

2006-05-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

i've lost me passion (pass-see-yon) for updating this thing. haha. simply cos i don't wish to divulge my life story to everyone, but i want to!

and sometimes i'm so pisst i just wanna vent it somewhere (like, post an entry) but i don't wanna sound angsty cos i'm a laidback cool chillout person who is, well, vair temperamental in a pms-ish way. which is all the time anyways.

school's fine but em lecturers are all kinda getting more and more anal with punctuality. which isn't a good thing cos ghettos don't stay too near to school, yo. and i've mastered the art of coming late, janji melayu style. i so cool.

and this is superbly laggy but OMG MIRRORMASK WAS SOOOO UBER DUBER FABTASTIC!! yey i'm sooo glad i didn't miss it. the show was teh hawt! orgasmic like that.

i've been eating too much and i don't even know why. i'm starting to gain back all the jiggly stuff i've lost for a while. :( i think cos there's no more sports&wellness, that's why. 2 hours of netball a week can do quite a bit to one's body mass, methinks.

and i'm getting these bursts of random thoughts in my head right now, and it reminds me of starbursts and i haven't even eaten those sweets before. i'm having sucha bad breakout but i bought chocolates and such to satisfy my craving anyways cos i always feel content knowing i have that particular something, but i don't have to eat it. just that i have it and i know i can have it anytime i want to have it so i feel happy. yes, lil things like that do make me happy.

urgh i hope that bloody in all literal sense of the word day comes soon cos if it doesn't then it'll be sucha waste of effort breeding em lurkers on me face. like truffles!

except, truffles are expensive.
ok bye.

great escape.

2006-04-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

bowling after bowling. friday's event thingy went prettay well. even though i got a lottt of balls into the longkang, it was all in the name of good fun so. went out with rahyan right after to have supper and 4 games and 2 pints of ben & jerry's later, we found ourselves heading home for a round of uno whilst watching jarhead. the day ended at 5am.

and.. began at 9am. met up with the dearest for late lunch and i totally enjoyed myself despite having to lug the heavy happy belly all over.

to date i've collected 7 pints of those b&j stuff. which isn't a lot. but would accumulate to 80 bux. like phwoar. 80 bux worth of ice cream pints.

i had a dream radiohead performed in school! they were playing i can't and it annoyed me that i forgot some of the lyrics. >:( i got further annoyed when i thought i could ask em for their autograph when they left the stage but the guys who left the stage were a group of cina rockers. it was quite.. rubbish cos, i had no idea where the guys popped up from and when i looked at the stage, radiohead was gone. rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! but it made me feel good that i'd met radiohead up close.

and i still feel good now but a tad less dandy cos i can't meet thom today. :|

garasi.

2006-04-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

i had my first sff film "experience" thingy when we watched garasi.

"Teenage love, angst-ridden rockers, modern rock tunes interspersed with a passing reference to High Fidelity in the characters of Revi, Bison and Deden (owners of a second hand music store) who combine to tell the story of an aspiring rock singer Gaia."
"...The film is inspired by the music of White Stripes, Radiohead and Fiona Apple."

i wouldn't say it was great like phwoar! but it was nice enough. vair.. teenage lovey angst-riddenish. just as described. haha.

the director of the film was there, together with the producer, scriptwriter and all. kinda interesting, really. i wouldaf taken pictures but everyone else acted sif they've known those guys wayyyyy back and i thought i'd just look silly. and there were tonnes of questions we couldaf asked but.. we're just shy people like that. :]

the holidays passed by real quickly and before i knew it, school's in! well i did know school was starting but like. yeah. so soon..

but today's lectures weren't all that bad. as much as i'm worried bout completing things on time and such, i'm pretty excited bout the whole workload. the assignments seem interesting enough. woohoo! :D

on another random note, wut wouldaf arrived in singapore by now, since his plane was scheduled to arrive at 9pm just now.

and the digicam is spoilt. >:( i heard stuffs rattling all over its insides when i shook it.

on hold. gah!

2006-04-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

the other day i was asked when i'll ever finish my whole roll of film.

and i don't know!
i don't know!
i don't know!

but i simply can't wait to see how those pics will turn out like. and sometimes i take sofia out of the bag, as though holding her would somehow make me see the pictures taken. like some digital camera thingy.

it's kinda exciting, i'm excited. but i still have to wait till i find 10 more things/people to take shots of. :]

ponder.

2006-04-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

i can't find a way to put down how i feel, in words.

paint ze moon.

2006-04-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

well then, our plans were kinda foiled cos of our infamous janji (super rabak) melayu girl friend. nevertheless, our time was well spent with coffee, make up touch-ups, school stuff shopping and other random stuffs..

trying out fabfab clothes in departmental stores was fun. :]

cheap (free) thrill, yo!

bumped into naq, who i've not met in aaaaaaages. :D

it was nice catching up with them.

it just hit me that all the schools i've gone to are now demolished or something. >:(
both my primary & secondary schools. maybe np would relocate in the future, eh.

k bye!

yorkesque.

2006-04-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

"The fact that poor Arctic Monkeys are getting so much attention is purely based on the fact that the mainstream music business is such a bunch of fucking retards as far as I'm concerned."

:]

2006-04-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

so lately, i've noticed that i've been laughing too much. like i'm on a permanent high. so much so that i keep on waking up in the middle of the night for no reason at all. >:(

so anyways! yesterday was a day of many firsts. first nydc mudpie experience, first sakae sushi dinner, first time watching a movie for the second time at a cinema when i've just watched it like, a week ago. ahaha.

caught inside man again! and i still think it's mighty spiffy. and i still don't know why the hole was dug.

and it's quite pathetic that up to date, i've only taken 1 picture with sofia. it's been a week.

phwoar.

2006-04-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

they say it fades if you let it,
love was made to forget it.
i carved your name across my eyelids,
you pray for rain, i pray for blindness.

- arcade fire.

bang bang! who died?

2006-04-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

we caught reincarnation yesterday.
save your money! buy mineral water lagi worth it.

pink sheets & fluff.

2006-04-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

; 12 apr 2006.

after much thought, i've decided to make my baby a femme cos she wouldn't like being a guy cos girls have more fun than guys do. besides, according to space, the female of the species is more deadly than the male so i'm saying she's like phwoar! and the first time i saw her i couldn't keep my hands off her and i can stroke her touch her feel her all day and not sicken myself out cos my baby is so gorgy, tres tres vair muchly so!

i've named her sofia cos thom said i should name her sofia. and she's prettay happy about that.

now i just have to learn how to feed her her film properly..

musik non-stop.

2006-04-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

got this off the sd/kd guy.

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
idioteque - radiohead
(oh well, i guess. ahaha.)

Will I have a happy life?
what became of the likely lads - the libertines
(huh. i'll lead one in disappointment maybe.)

What do my friends really think of me?
not awake - return of simple
(what does thaaat mean.)

Do people secretly lust after me?
entertain me - blur
(ahaha. maybe.)

How can I make myself happy?
another travelin' song - bright eyes
(chiang mai!!)

What should I do with my life?
within you, without you (instrumental) - the beatles
(this sounds indianish magical magical. be in some fantastical relationship with some indian guy maybe.)

Will I ever have children?
stella was a diver and she was always down - interpol
(stella i love you; i'll end up settling down with a girl so that's prolly a.. no.)

What is some good advice for me?
there's a girl - ditty bops
(hehehe.)

How will I be remembered?
when i come around - green day
(as a ghost.)

What is my signature dancing song?
contrast & compare - bright eyes
(slllow.)

What do I think my current theme song is?
thoughts of a dying atheist - muse
(so teenage angsty.)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
my all - mariah carey
(so emo.)

What song will play at my funeral?
5-4= unity - pavement
(maybe when i die i'll finally unite with and find myself.)

What type of men/women do I like?
[men] the new - interpol
(huh! snag??)

[women] i can't - radiohead
(oh reallyyy..)

What is my day going to be like?
coffee & tv - blur
(lazing around at home. :D right on!)

objection!

2006-04-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

well so we caught inside man on friday. i liked the movie. a lot. a lot a lot. :D forget the fact we were in singapore and there weren't any night markets or red taxis or such, i'm sure shear still enjoyed herself, cos she's the

birthday girl! HAPPY 18TH SHEAR LENE MY DARLLLING. *hugs*
i hope carrying your presents all the way back to m'sia didn't give you blisters on your feet.

"yay!"

and she's one mighty helluva lucky girl cos the ms singapore pageant's on tv tonight! free entertainment brought directly to your home, yo. makes you feel all pretty and smart just looking at those gerrs, doesn't it?

gundu funds excursion.

2006-04-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

with the amount available in our gunduish piggy bank, we managed to head on to sentosaaa! so all those years saving up and rubbish paid off well. cos yesterday was muchos fun, and i haven't met pickay and gang for agesss.

well okay so we didn't have sucha piggy bank, but danke muji's mum. :D so kind to give us allowance. hehee..

so! after lunch at harbourfront, we went off to get free rides on the luge cos we were so nice to the people at the counter, and they took a liking to us. hmm. yaahh.. i like to believe my own tales.

us -reck

i tried taking a shot of everyone. my aiming skills not that bad. but sorry muji. :(

on the luge!! fun like phwoar!

and the chairlifts were muchos fun too, until the clouds grew darker and there was thunder and i was afraid i'd get hit by lightning while sitting atop the trees..

ride 1:
ride 2:
ride 3:

seriously, having to pay 5 bucks for each of those pics must suck for some people. cos the quality is so.. yuk. but we didn't exactly have to pay.. hehehe so i'm not exactly complaining. thanks pickay for the whole thingamajigy!

and then we had ice cream at ben & jerry's. and since it was raining and we were totally soaked (or i was, cos i happily let myself slip and fall hard on my butt while running in the rain) we sat at the stall to eat, made friends with the people working there, and i earned myself 2 extra free scoops of ice cream!

mm, wat else. oh yah, we got to know some bloke from.. boston i think and 2 other femmes from england. haha. they love singapore too much that they came here, went to aussie for 2 weeks, and came here again. -_-..

uh, then we went to some eatery where the waiter was superbly nice unlike his boss and other workmates. and i like him a lot just that i won't ever ever go back there so i hope he'll have fun being a trainee there for 6 months. other than that... yesterday was fab fab fun! thanks guys for everything.

so happy together.

weeeeeeeeeee. hehe i like this whole posting images on blogger thingy. saves the hassle of having to use photobucket. anyways k bye!

back.

2006-04-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

back from chiang mai and i realised i've missed a tonne of episodes from the l word. and i've been downloading ep 8 for agessssss yet it's still at 47% which is sucky! cos eps 9 and 10 are already at 100% and i'm getting itchy and impatient, and itchy. and impatient. and it's no fun to be online 24/7 just waiting for it to be downloaded. cos i've a life to live ya know.

ahahaha. uber sheeshnity.

so we caught fragile the other day. some movie bout some ghost/monster/thingy. which was a waste of money, but then again it wasn't even my money so hurrahh. ahaha. i wanna look for people i can watch scary stories with, who don't get uber shocked too much. like, no super jerking in seats and stuff. it's kinda annoying cos when the person next to me does that i get a higher sudden voltage of shock running through my spine so that's not good. cos i like to act cool and unafraid when i'm watching scary stories. cos i'm cool. and unafraid.

it rained so heavily yesterday! i was in the bus and observing this uncle who was cycling in the heavy rain, with a yellow raincoat on. and then he came to a traffic junction. so he stopped there, and when the bus went past him, it made the flooded water on the road go splash all over him. like some wave. which was quite a pity. but kinda interesting anyways cos i've never seen that happen to anyone before.

oh gawddd seriously. there's nothing to yadda yadda about! i'm kinda losing it. this blogging thingy.

the nicest most sweetest buncha people i've ever metin my whole entire life.

2006-03-31T12:44:00.000+08:00

v is for vespa.

hugs and misses.
i wouldaf loved to stay for songkarn. sighs.

ahaha prettay darn obvious i'm still not over the whole trip yet. :D

28-13 days later.

2006-03-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

if truth be told, i wasn't ready to head home yet. although a lot of stuff were missed back in singapore, a lot of stuff is being missed (and in chiang mai) right now.

forget the fact that the air is so polluted and it's gold digger paradise, the people there are sooo nice (esp, vespa gang). i forgot the name of that girl at the indian food shop though. eh, we shouldaf eaten there on our last night eh.

and i'm glad i have guh-reat roomies. hehe.

well okay i shan't divulge too much information here cos i'm secretive like that (yeah okay whatever). but man, do i miss chiang mai.

project faak.

2006-03-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

absence makes the heart grow fonder. ahaha.

see you in a week or two! :D

laziness kicks in.

2006-03-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

less than 2 more days till the trip, and i'm feeling darn lazy to pack. sure, i'm looking forward to the trip but i don't like packing la. i feel like i'm bringing a lot of excess baggage but i don't know what i should take out.

anyways! i wanted to upload some pictures of our kites from the other day me, jinkses & cherry went kite flying. but i'm lazy. anyways, kite flying was quite fun though i couldn't for the life of me figure out what was so fun bout looking at some plastic in the sky. but vair therapeutic actually. the beach in the aftie on a weekday is vair.. nice. not hectic and buzzing with human life. hehe.

i installed itunes (but i don't quite like it. so mind boggling to use) and now i finally hear songs being played on random, and not repeating the same song over & over again. weee! dmb's say goodbye intro is sooo good..

i found out that all the nicest opticians are from shops in tampines. :D
the bus frequencies at stops in tiong bahru / close to ikea SUCKS. but i had fun on that day nonetheless. hehe.

life at the moment is fab fab with the presence of family & friends and of course a vair vair special someone. and it helps a lot that i have that choc coated shortbread cookie thingy from marks and spencer.

only thing i'm unhappy about is the (i think) 5 lurkers on my face (which don't show, btw) but i can sorta feel. like these annoying bumps everywhere. and to think i was over that phase a lil.

happy.

2006-03-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

transamerica was very, very nice. and sad at most parts. but very...

:)

gentle reminder.

2006-03-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

---

i just wrote a vair long pms-ish entry but i decided to delete it off.

of unnatural things.

2006-03-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

there's news in the papers about a guy forced to marry a sheep cos of the amount of intimacy he's shared with it.

then mum was telling me bout how my granny's neighbour had to be sent to the hospital cos she was having sex with her dog and then they got stuck. it's sucha sad sad sick story. ahaha. it's so stupid and embarrassing. imagine having to go all the way to the ambulance in your bottom birthday suit, completely accessorised with a dog in humping position.

anyways! i don't watch the o.c. but this particular episode is funny. hehe.

the ultimate O.C. spoof.

koom!

2006-03-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

well i looked forward a lot to chiang mai cos i thought although the work's gonna be tough, it's sure to be fun.

the mind has kinda flopped it's thinkings over now.

cos i think the work's more tougher than thought and well.. not exactly superbly organised but i sure do hope everything turns out fine over there. and i hope to have fun.

the window shopping date with kin earlier made me end up with two extra something somethings for the wardrobe. which is not good since the amount in the atm machine depresses me a lot. but then again i need those new stuff to replenish my stock of clothings i can nearly call my uniforms since i wear the same things over and over again for school.

but i'm happy! so that's fine. :D

yey!

dumpalink.

2006-03-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha i find this funny.

you, i wanna take you to a gay bar.

legislations and blah.

2006-02-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

i think i've totally lost my discipline in studying. it's so tough to concentrate for 5 mins, even.

and the olympics figure skating thingy distracted me even worse-ly.

plushenko evgeni is damn good! and i liked how he skated while that violinist played. :D

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badhead.

2006-02-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

ohh c'mon.. you'd be lying if you told me you love me too much.
so! do this, do this!

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=fizah

:D

this hate that destroys us.

2006-02-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

elephant rides, bamboo rafting, white water rafting and teaching lil kiddos.
it all sounds fun, but there's gonna be a lottt of work to be done.
i hope i get to teach em photoshop or something. that'll be fun. :D

had dinner with wan the maggi-man yesterday, a bit too gluttony to order a tad too much but all was paid for anyway. haha. so, yey.

i ought to study for medi soc but, urghhh. this laziness.. i hope the tips she's given us aren't null and pointless and useless and void like the ones jlo gave us for marketing on monday. evil, EVIL person. i shouldaf listened to jinkses when she said he's prolly lying. sighs.

anyways. the only reason why i think i qualified for mass comm.

You are a GRAMMAR GOD!

Congratulations! If your
mission in life
is not already to preserve the English
tongue, it should
be. You can smell a
grammatical inaccuracy from fifty yards.
Your speech
is revered by the underlings,
though some may blaspheme and call you a
snob. They're just jealous. Go out there
and change the world.

How grammatically correct are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

other than that, i have stinky vocab, and my essays sound like they were written by primary school kids.

okay, maybe not that extreme.

i never change. gah, i'm still writing stuff like how i did while i was in sec 2. sighs.

gd ol' wiki.

2006-02-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

i feel like updating but i'm not sure what about. but what i'm vair sure of is the fact that my eyes are damn tired cos i've been wearing my contacts for a whole day and i wanna take them out but i can't, cos it's in the papers that there's some bacteria thingamajig in the bausch&lomb renu contact lens solution thingy so i threw it away. and i wanted to buy new solution but the shop was closed. so now i don't know what i'm gonna do with my contacts, maybe leave it out in the open hoping it won't dry out till i get new solution tomorrow, or just wear em to sleep and hope that my eyes won't hurt badderly tomorrow.

decisions decisions.

despite having this tiny problem and other stuffs (exams) and/or people who make me unhappy, life is as gorgy as creampies topped with lil red cherries. i'm happy. :D

blind spot.

2006-02-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

do this do this!!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=fizah.

:D

it always rains on a picnic.

2006-02-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

thom says i have lovely people around me, even those far away. which is true. and that's why i'm feeling real bad for neglecting the tovers cos, well, they're suber duber lovely people who still bother to send me packages even when Apple sucked me right into it's core and prevented me from connecting with any other people outside of school.

valentine's day was fun! had (sorta) a movie marathon at val's with some of the classmates (+1 lone ghetto) cos we're all single dateless people. ahaha. it's so easyy to get to val's, i wanna frequent her place yay. and i like her dog cos it's scared of outsiders so it doesn't disturb (ie, avoids) people (me). :D

i'm not disciplined enough to open the books and study for marketinggg. i have to tell myself that it's not tat bad a module else i will never, never get myself to study for it. like science. i dumped science cos i hated it and i failed it for my Os.

i don't like how every semester is like.. having to retake my Os all over again. cos i can't and shouldn't fail anything, else i've to repeat em modules.

and even Os is better, since you can "play smart" and choose which one to drop or fail or whatever.

a life of chasing butterfly.

2006-02-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

i've been meaning to post since.. forever but i couldn't find the time. but now i have time HURRAH HURRAHHHH since projects are over and done with and i cannot be anymore happier with the amount of sleep i've had the past few days. :D :D

and first and foremost, congrats congrats reck my lover of 6 years for making it to the top 5! woohooo go heikal go heikal, i'll blow you a bit of lala dust to make sure you get your hands on that spiffy ipod video. hehe.

okay, okay. so, some pictures. cats class!

okay, apple project is over and done with. gusanos was guh-rate. i know i'm a tad pms-y a lot sometimes and i'm sorry if i gave you guys a hard time but you guys are still the bestest metinks. woohoo! yay gusanos!

shear and i with the master! no doubt kokkee looks like some bloody apek but he's a genius, i tell you.

me and crystal being short and stubby. ahaha.

anyways! on tuesday i caught the grand voyage with thom aww the show was so spiffy! and sad. and touching and sad. so much so that some muchos hardcore sobbing could be heard. but not from me cos i'm hard on the inside (actually i've mastered the art of tearing silently and without letting my eyeballs turn red). :D

and then, yesterday me, val and anto caught the constant gardener. it was might spiffy too but not as fabtastic as the grand voyage. it was sooo confusing to me cos the plot kept on jump, jump, jumping. but the movie was nice nonetheless. :D

and, today met up with thom again to eat out, since sheesha-ing with the mass commers was out of the agenda. :( but anyways we ate at pizza hut, mackers, and bk. ahaha. and then the rents called to pick me up to eat satay. so now i feel damn bloated and.. happy! ahaha.

and i bumped into zeeeeeeeeeek for 2 consecutive days after not having seen him for.. 3 years. which is goddamn long la. hehe.

okay, last pair of pictures. these were taken on the day (and somewhere around the time) we had to do our Apple presentation..

with my prettay prettay girl mates from class. :D

i really don't wanna change classes in yr 2.

happy!

2006-02-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

well, i know the deadlines are around the corner but i'm having fun not doing anything by procrastinating and it's well.. fun. excuse the limited-ness of my vocabulary ahaha.

i'm so, so glad the open house is over! 3 consecutive days of yakking to people who don't even give a hoot what you're talking about, giving facility tours and plastering a fake smile on your face; it's damn tiring. and some of the people.. sighs. i don't mean to be mean la but, CANNOT MAKE IT LA! waste of my breath, really, talking to them. i managed to kapok a lot of goodies though, so i'm one happy chica! :D and i got the fms posters in blue yellow and purple, hehhee so nice.

anyways! nevermind the fact it's stressful as hell (and they tell me year 2's gonna be much worse) i'm so glad i'm in mass comm. except i still wish i had joined visual comm.. oh well.

i had a superr interesting dream yesterday. woke up with a smile on my face. hehe. okay so i didn't get to go to the thailand trip, and i've sold away the tix for kings of convenience but i managed to crash the concert anyways, and even went out for lunch/dinner for them. and just hang around to talk and such. hehehhe. i feel all happily giggly thinking about it. :D :D :D :D it was such a fab fab fab fab dream.

suicide note.

2006-02-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

azhar said i (or maybe the whole lot of us) should prepare to officially mati. i guess the deadlines and stuff are what that's on everyone's wagging tongues nowadays and if i were to be truly honest to myself, i just want to get through this whole semester, scrape through all my modules and not give a rat's ass whether or not i win that freaking Apple thing. cos i'd rather 'enjoy' what's left of my non-sufficient amount of rest rather than have sleepless nights trying have a chance at winning some iPod thingamajig.

i just realised that's the marketing report is due this monday and, wow. i swear that shot hit me right through my brain and popped a blood vessel cos i ended up giggling to myself, thinking bout how hopeless, hopeless my situation is and shit i can't believe i'm even blogging right now..

oh god, why did i even be an fms ambassador. and how dare they chuck me in the aftie shift, now i feel like my whole days are wasted. sighs.

urgh. marketing is soo effin blah.

the only highlight of today was thom accompanying me on the train ride to school all the way to dover when all i asked for was a hand in carrying my equipments to pr mrt.. danke dearest, i love you.

semi pathetic kind of life.

2006-02-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

good news for people who love bad news. says:
but i dont like snickers original.
good news for people who love bad news. says:
i dont like peanuts.

They can be a great people Kal-El. They wish to be. They only lack the light to show the way. says:
yah man somemore it sticks to the upper part of ur mouth
They can be a great people Kal-El. They wish to be. They only lack the light to show the way. says:
and u have to stick ur finger in to remove it
They can be a great people Kal-El. They wish to be. They only lack the light to show the way. says:
which is distasteful but nonetheless practical

wow, the super interesting lives we lead. ahaha.

finally final loc vid.

2006-01-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

out of nowhere that song popped out in my head, after many many years.

a love so smooth, as sweet as sugar candy baby
a love so smooth, as gentle as the skyy.

ahaha. it's from a game by the way. i remember having to be the manager of rock bands and buying them stuff like beer and.. yup. okay i remember the title of the game now.

rock manager.

hehe, the game was sooo fun i swear. and there were all of these "celebs" (in the game, anyways) with such distinctive personalities; you can relate them to the real bands and stuff. like this pair of celebs who were siblings and fight a lot. and vair temperamental and such. reminds you of the gallaghers don't it.

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i'm so glad i've great (minus some) lecturers this sem. like mike and kokkee. the other day my lovely gusanos mates (+ 1 extra ghetto kpo) spent 2 hours chatting bout nothingness with kokkee when we were supposed to have consultation for our project. :)

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nyways, filming ended today at 11am++. the guys came over to anto's then to my place to film from 6pm - 3++ am (earned us my neighbour shouting at us cos of the racket we were making). and we continued from 10am just now. it was fun, but BLOODY TIRING nonetheless. the talents were great, and so were the team mates. and thanks reck for helping out. love!

okay bye with peektures.

dilemma.

2006-01-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay so i either go for the thailand trip thingy and free myself from 1 whole semester of an IS module.

(and also miss KOC)

or go for KOC, and have the possibility of getting a job, and not have to go through the trouble of having to find people to sell my ticket to.

(and also miss having the chance to skip a module for half a year)

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it's mentally draining to think, i tell you. on another note,

hi guys i got 2 stall seats tix (first level, babe. near the stage hogay.) for kings of convenience and well. i wanna sell it off.. STUDENTS ONLY though. cos i got the tix at student pricing so if you're not one, there's no point since you won't be able to get in.

kinda makes me feel guilty bout missing it but hey, i get to "drop" a module man. that's like a bloody good offer not to be missed la. besides, the tickets are selling super fast and if you get one from sistic you'll prolly be seated at the 4th level or somewhere... far.

hahaha who am i kidding. who reads this thing anyway. but, seriously. if you're interested.

sighs and then truckloads.

joe's apartment.

2006-01-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

rolling buckets of murder! i was just about to switch off the laptop and doze off to nothingness when this little fellow shamelessly decided to go on it's conquest to get from the other side of the room to under my bed. take a whiff of my trusty shieldtox shield you moron! eurgghhh..

i had to make quite an important decision just now. between having to smell of moth balls everyday, or to have a mini kk hospital for pregger cockroaches in my room. i vouch for the former. egaddddd it managed to get on its many feet again! just you wait...

...
...

oh the determination.

hehe i placed a mothball strategically next to it. i'm so proud of myself. am going to get my well deserved rest now.

me ves y sufres.

2006-01-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

i hate holidays. i guess i would have liked 'em last semester but not this semester.. holidays kinda make me feel like there's a load of time to spare and.. well, there really isn't much time to spare! these stuff i've to design/complete/print in 2 weeks. ie, 14 days.

bus ad
product poster
newspaper ad
business cards
brochure/leaflet
~~product mock-up in digital form~~
filming. and i hate filming cos i hate the amount of paperwork. and the taxi fare's gonna be a bomb since they're gonna film at my house this time.
media critique
~~webby for the apple thingy~~
and more.

see, i'm not lying when i say i'm busy. but nvm, with a lil bit of lala dust i can get through this sem just fine. haha.

but i'm not feeling stressed out today cos i've completed my website and the 30++ images that comes along with it and i feel a sense of accomplishment. woohoo! so that'd definitely make up for the amount of time (and money) i lost yesterday.

thom makes me spend a lot and then he tells me i spend a lot. which is really bad. like how i wanted my $3 wanton noodles and ended up in delifrance eating a 9 bucked meal i didn't crave for anyway. and he didn't even get anything for himself!

and how he said i shouldn't get a double cheeseburger at mackers cos i can eat at home but ended up making me buy a 6 bucked packet of that pepperidge-whatever cookies from jason's marketplace. and there were only 10 cookies inside. and it wasn't even nice!

boo. yesterday was wrong-choice-of-food day.

to each his own.

2006-01-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

i did, i do, and i always will.

sunny days, sweeping the clouds away.

2006-01-14T15:52:00.001+08:00

it's kinda coincidental metinks how i was blogging about wanting the rain to stop just the day before, and the next day, it was sunny all the way. hurrah.

yesterday a-towning with muji was nice and i got to hug her a tad hurrah! jinks joined us too but it's no fun hugging her cos i always can whenever i want to. hehe. :p met thom right after; i had a super swell time. :)

i wanna work at the sistic office at the stadium cos it feels cosy-wosie working there. nevermind the many different sounds surrounding the place, i still thought it was nice. and the place looks so deserted at night, it was fun walking around like we know the place and then getting lost. hehe. i love you. :)

anyways, i'm gonna have a date with 5 others cos faye got us the tix for koc already! hurrah! and we got stall seats! i'm vair happy. :D

why does it always rain on me?

2006-01-12T17:29:00.000+08:00

i'm glad i'm 17+ now, so it gives me the right to sing that song and maybe feel like i have a right to the meaning of the lyrics.. or something like that. anyways, i really wish it'd stop raining, cos my clothes aren't getting dry. and mum's making us hang our used clothes first before putting it in the wash-basket-thingy cos it's full and there're no more bamboo poles to hang our clothes if we were to wash them and.. it sucks. gah. when there's too much sun i wished it away. now see what happened.

on the brighter side of the rainy weather, my shoe is now fantastically dirty. sort of. considering the fact i bought it less than a month ago (2 weeks, in fact).

anyways! because my life is so eventful, i took a the train from dover till boon lay just so i can time the train ride from there to pasir ris. and also cos i wanted to sit down next to that glass panel thingy. so! i found out that it takes 1hr 1min 50s and 7ms to reach pasir ris. i ended up with a sore bottom but it's not that bad.

gosh!, idiot!

2006-01-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

hehe, i loved napoleon dynamite. i don't care bout whatever, i thought he was cool. and cute. and mann.. i thought i'd watch it now cos right after, i can delete it and save the space in the lappie but i don't want to. cos i wanna watch that lil few mins of him dancing so.. groovily to jamiroquai. :D

anywho! he reminds me of oye. maybe every guy who wears huge specs with curly orangey brownish hair dances the same.

many bands coming to singapore, neh?
and they're really coming. yessah!

i wanna go!

cocorosie.

2006-01-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

thom: "sleep, chocolates, and think of things to stress yourself out.. thats what you do best."
hehe.

anyways, i'm not even through the first week of the year and already, i've not fulfilled my new year resolution thingy. hehe. i don't even have a book to be kept as a 'diary'.

random photos.

2006-01-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

may's bbq. :)

jinks & i.

sis & i.

2005.

2005-12-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

hehe. i'm so excited, this's my first time summarising my year. or something like that. :p

anyways, 2005's been great thus far. well of course there's those $#@%! moments but it's been swell nonetheless. and a big fat thanks would be owed to naomi klein. right, thom? :D hehe.
then there were the pizza hut days, when i was paid nuts for working but had some mighty fine company. most of the time anyways. but there were a lot of bitching going on. a lot. and then there were the O level results thingy. after which, the concerned call from reck. awww. i love you too. the written tests/interview i had to go through before getting into mass comm. trying to sound all arty farty pondersome and blah just so i could get into the course. hehe. well it worked anyways.

hmm. what else. the endless number of assignments (or so we thought.. last semester), the sleepless nights. the massive amount of time spent in the library rooms. hehe. the hourly waits for the only person i'd bother waiting 2 whole hours for (alone. at some foreign bus interchange. with no music/anything to read.) the 2hr 15mins long bus rides! the lil truth or dare session at jinkses'. the tovers! the satay trips every weekend at lau pa sat (too busy for that now, eh? gah, i miss those sessions :( ). may's bbq.

and a sucky 17th birthday.

it was a year of many firsts, too. i ate a green apple for the vair first time this year! first time i stepped into NP. first time meeting the mass commers. first suber long bus ride. my first lappie! first mms phone. hmm. first time handling a full filming tingy, cameras, mics and all. first time touching all those dj-ish controls in the radio room. first ayam penyet meal (ahaha)! my first vair own bank account. and, first time doing many other firsty firsts. :D

okay, some new year resolutions (first time making a new year resolution!)..

try to keep a diary. again!
or at least a bloody planner thingy.
make sure i get a job during the sem break.
uh.

well then. another post for another day. i still have 2 more days to blog about 2005. here's a funny fish, hurrah!

!!!!!

2005-12-27T11:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha OH MY GODDDDDD.

OH. MY. GODDDDDDDDD.

happy (boo)ger.

2005-12-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun. :D we got lost many many times. sort of. like.. going on an ambitious long bus ride hoping we'll end up near queensway but we ended up at bukit merah interchange. which was sooo horridly small, and it smelt of pee. and getting lost in ikea. the umpteen times we walked round and round looking for the stairs to go to level 1. hehehe it was real funny. nyways, thanks for the daims! and the bag! <333

today called for lunch at ayam penyet with the parents and lil sis. having to take off our shoes to get into the mosque prodded us to talk about the time my shoe was stolen while i was at some madrasah class at ghufran. i don't know, i kinda got worked up just thinking about it. and really, i haven't thought about it for ever. i mean, it happened ages ago man. when i was 8 maybe. anywho! nevermind the fact i got the pair for only 5 bucks at some pasar in tampines but still, it was spanking new okay. and i had to go home wearing a pair of tat sing slippers. umph. and all the other subsequent slippers i wore had my name written on it in big purple letters. hahaha.

oh, oh, you'll never guess who i met today!! and i really mean it by you never guessing who i met cos. well.. yeah.

i met my old primary school teacher! he's so looney, i tell you. he digs his nose while marking our papers. and he'll play with his booger and flick it when he thinks it's round enough.

there was once when he actually asked to be excused from the class while we were doing corrections, so he could stand in the corridor and enjoy the sight of the green trees while happily wiggling his finger in his nostril. tres tres disgusto to the maxorxxx.

sour scream and onions.

2005-12-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

ahh. the sweet sweet feeling of no assignment deadlines around the corner. for now anyways. i am muchos happy, uber dandy.

first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK. :D
i love you love you. although you might think it seems like i don't. hmm. :p

the bbq at may lin's on friday was swellll. thanks for having me over, beb!! :D the food was vair, vair good. and there were a whole lot of drinks (which i didn't consume at all, if you were wondering). hahaha, looking at everyone else getting tipsy and drunk (and puking all over) was suber fun. and.. yeah. it was a good way to end the blahdee boring day. which i spent staring at that blasted final cut pro.

yesterday was spent doing nothing at all. i've downloaded thirteen! and i still got thom's dvd to watch. and im 50% past downloading the family guy and napoleon dynamite. and there's still dr strangelove which i still haven't gotten down to watching from last sem's research on stanley kubrick. hehe. i'm happy.

and yeay gonna meet thom later.

happy christmas, all! :D

-

2005-12-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

it's different when you hear news on the phone, and when you're actually there to hear it, in person.

it's weird, i felt sad yesterday but i was still okay. it's like a whole different thing today when i saw and kissed my grandad for the very last time.

i love you atok. i'll always remember you in my prayers.

grace under pressure.

2005-12-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

ahh, another reason why i can't stand taking the mrt sometimes.

crowds.

it's bad enough there aren't seats in the train, it's even badder when you don't even get to alight at your own stop. i mean, what is UP with pushing your way through the doors, the train isn't going to leave you behind la, c'mon. it's so annoying, i ended up jutting my elbows out while getting off the train today. ha! the amount of boobs i hit.

make the fireflies dance.

2005-12-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

the amount of time i've spent looking for the chucks - countless.

urgh! the places i've went to (in 2 days!) just to look for that one shoe. far east, heeren, bugis, tampines mall, the whole of penin, suntec...

seriously, i feel like giving up. i am so sad.

hehe, but not until i've searched for it again at bishan and queensway. i'll travel the whole of singapore if i have to.

on a brighter note, i had fun today (just now)! although val didn't bring me flowers. >:( but now i'm regretting not getting that satchel so i'm just crossing my fingers and hope it'll still be there waiting for me tomorrow.

i spent more on food today than i did on clothes. ben and jerry's is expensive, i say. but they had good service. :)

i should stop spending so much on things which i can't see (until i take my clothes off. ie, tummy). i swear it's so bulgy now, i look almost preggers.

"kiss me beneath the milky twilight.. lead me, out of the moonlit floor.."

two way monologue.

2005-12-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

two days till all hell breaks loose again. well, sort of.

so! tomorrow i've a hot hot date with val we can go spend our vouchers and stuff and hehe, so happy. i hope she brings me flowers. :p

sometimes i wonder if i think out loud. it's like i'll think of stuff while on the bus and when i snap back to reality i wonder if anyone else heard that. it's quite weird.

anyways. here's a list of things i wanna do.

get allll my school work over and done with!
have sem break so i can work again. cos i like feeling rich.
find something sad to think about.
and then cry about it on a long bus ride.
preferably on 74 since it's the emptiest bus at night thus far.
make sure no terrorist attacks happen before the mosaic festival.
so koc can pave their way here for real.
go swensen's for jinkses belated birthday thingy.
eat at fish & co! (noone seems to want to follow. boo you! just so if you wanna go you know who to ask along.)
have an ice cream date with cookie and kinnn!
set a date to meet hana so i can meet kid A!
GET MY BLOODY SHOE. i hate hate hate it when i want something and am willing to pay for it yet i can't get ittt.

i like dates. :D

tiredly happy. :)))

2005-12-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S A FAB FAB FAB DAY. well technically, the today i'm referring to is yesterday but i'm happy cos i'm finally done with (almost) everything! woohoo! no more debate or loc vid script or bauhaus brochure or logos! now there's just the mounting of the logos to do.. hehe.

and today's a fab fab fab day cos thom made it so. woohoo!

time to catch up on some sleep. :D

wishful thinking.

2005-12-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

everyone thinks i'm this highly delusional kid.

oh well.

dear amanda,
will you marry me?

the freckles in our eyes are mirror images.

2005-12-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

and when we kiss, they're perfectly aligned.

i'm beginning to sound more and more like a lovesick romance song on a broken stereo.

nonetheless, i'm one happy (and quite vair sad) chica.

i stayed up from 8am till 12:30am yesterday to complete my logos and bauhaus brochure. i'm only left with the sketching thingies to do. managed to draw an eye in perfect distortion. ugh, i can't even remember the last time i had to sketch stuff for real.

anto and val came over today; we had quite a tough time writing out the script. and the name 'shane' managed to butt in into our production. hehehe, she's so hot i tell you. i wanna go to a pride parade, and thom'll bring me there, won't you dearest?

i love you, love you, love you. :D

i haven't had the time to go out and get anything for anyone. sorry jinkses baby. :(

frenndzz 4eva!

2005-12-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

i seriously think there is something wrong with friendster. i keep on receiving friend requests from.. strangers. and no, not the "hi, can i get to know you better" strangers, but 5x5-pixel-photoed girls from primary schools i have never heard of, and a multitude of david beckhams from yishun north secondary school or the sort.

flowers in the window.

2005-12-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

i didn't know clipped ears can either mean a cat has been sterilised, or that one has an extra brain. prettay.. interesting.

it's seems sorta.. little, when i list down the assignments i have due for next week. but when i think about them, and the little time i have, i feel like going bonkers.

okay here goes.

loc vid: script + storyboard (tuesday)
medi soc: assessed debate! (thursday)

web d: test! (thursday)

marketing: part 1 homework (friday)
graph comm: bauhaus brochure & 6 logos (friday)

7 items in all. how i wish it was 7 secondary-school-type worksheets instead.

but nonetheless, today's such a lovely day. :)

i.m.t.

2005-12-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

it wasn't a mistake for me to have taken the bus at quite a late hour, considering the fact i could have taken the train and reached home earlier. the bus was quite empty, and it was dark outside. just looking at the cars on the roads and the lights in the streets was undeniably therapeutic. the little joys in life. i love uber long bus rides!
---
and then i came upon a doctor, who appeared in quite poor health
i said, "there's nothing that i can do for you, you can't do for yourself"
he said, "oh yes you can, just hold my hand, i think that that would help."
so i sat with him a while and i asked him how he felt.
he said, "i think i'm cured. no in fact i'm sure of it. thank you stranger, for your therapeutic smile."

so that's how i learnt a lesson, that everyone's alone
and your eyes must do some raining, if you're ever gonna grow
but when crying don't help, you can't compose yourself
it's best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing, or a simple song of hope.

that's why i'm singing..
baby don't worry, cause now i got your back
and everytime you feel like crying, i'm gonna try and make you laugh
and if i can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass
and i will keep you company, through those days so long and black.

like a story told by the fault lines in the soil.

2005-12-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really want to give up my seats to pregger ladies on the train, but i really don't know if they're pregnant or just plain fat. what if i give up my seat to someone who i thought was pregnant when all she had were loads of lovehandles? she might slap me and i might get more pimples than i already do have due to the germs on her hands. lately i've been touching my face a lot. like resting my hand on my chin. this isn't good. i saw my pictures from secondary school and.. ew. terrible really.

i remember the other time we went to.. KL i think, and i walked past this beauty products booth thingamajig. and the two ladies there practically shouted (in malay of course), "girl, you don't wanna try out our products is it? your face many pimples!"

yah man if that made you think i would want to buy your products, you seriously have to consult jlo or something. tsk, ruthless marketing scheme.

anyways, i haven't had food since 1 and i feel hungry although i'm not. it's like.. wow.. 7 hours is long, you should be hungry, so in that sense, yup i am hungry. i was happy i got through the gates at the mrt station just now cos it was a barrier between me and chicken pies. i really wanted to go get some but i tapped my ez-link before i let myself think about how awesome they taste.. okay now i really think i'm hungry.

i realise my blog has been following many graph comm rules. like dark grey fonts on a white background, sans serif. no caps. it kinda makes me feel good.

like how conor makes me feel all nice and mushy inside. most talentedest guy ever, i say. next to jonny. or the actual thom (who's crazy). but nehmind thom-the-fake i still love you all the same. :)

11 hours is a prettay long time to be in school.

talk shows on mute.

2005-12-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

i am sick sick sick of editing. i mean, it's not even my part of the job.
i know its a sucky no-brainer module but get over that fact and do this thing properly la, please.

some people.

what's up with this semester and group works anyway.

i want a girl who knows what's best.

2005-12-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

I AM SAADDDDDDD. sadddddd cos after just 2 days i'm 50 bucks poorer. and no i didn't even eat at swensen's or the sort or buy any clothes, i just got lots of small stuff which i can't even see. besides some duckies and polka dots. :D

but honestly, i am SAADDDDDDDDDDDD cos mrs fields don't have that 3 muffins/cookies/brownies (!!!!!) for 6 bucks thingy anymore. :(

went out with my fab fab lovers HURRAH HURRAH after sooo long. well 4/5 of us turned up anyways cos someone had better plans right, beeetch. hehehehe.

and then there was toiletbowlwater girl. :D being sexay sexay in a tanktop. wooo.

on the train ride back home.

man, i'm hungry.

fucktards.

2005-11-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

stop to a standstill
reflect and
never ask again.

a perfect sonnet.

2005-11-28T10:14:00.000+08:00

my most beloved nunga nunga series.

i have this wantttt to get everything available there. dang thrice.
---
hehe, i drew the flawer and the bee and the box thingy and wrote my name all by myself. illustrator is superfab soperfect.

it's monday morning 4:06.

2005-11-28T04:06:00.000+08:00

hi and good morning, i haven't had a wink of sleep since like. i don't know. i stayed up the whole night doing the friggin marketing audit thingy and medisoc which was a pain in the neck and butt and thighs. hopefully the heat from this lappie will melt off the excess fats i obtained from the whole pint of choc chip cookie dough ice cream i ate. arghhghghghg LATE NIGHT SNACKINGS!!

it would take me a while to collect the pints thingy cos when i think about it.. 10 pints = 100++ bucks. and that's a LOT. and i finished 1 pint in a night. crazy.

loco, this semester's a lil loco.

i don't feel like sleeping sorta. thank god school starts at 2 today. so i can be earlyyy for school and catch a few winks in the bus. yeay i've finally found someone who doesn't find the idea of taking a bus from clementi and to the other end of the island crazy. well except for thom anyways cos thom is the greatestest fab super coolestest person eva! :)

i'm having that feeling when you look at something or someone or some pics and then you kinda feel nauseous, not in a bad way, and not in a good way either but you suddenly feel constipated. yeah. but it sure isn't a good feeling.

lalala.

urgh, i'm tired.

i'm gonna have eyebags. *pouts*

hahaha what a joke. as if i don't have any to begin with.

wondering what to wear for tomorrow.
that shopping trip has to happen soon, jinkses baby.

hurrah to no more sleepovers, dearest!!! friday was last, and i'm locoly glad. superfab. soperfect.

the wrapper rapper.

2005-11-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

well since m&m's are getting a bit too boring for me, and since i'm sick of buying whole boxes of quaker chewy granola bars just for a single bar wrapper (besides the fact i have all the wrappers of the bars available in SG), i think i'm gonna start collecting ben&jerry's ice cream pints. since i'm paying tat much for just 435ml of ice cream, i might as well collect it's packaging, right?

RIGHT!

okay so, yey. all the more reasons to not stop eating ice cream. besides, i'd only be eating em to get the packaging, so technically i'm not deliberately putting on weight. cool la, cool. and check this out.

ghetto, beb.

happiest place on earth.

2005-11-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

"horrible" would be such a huge understatement to the way i acted just now. i'm always screwing things up aren't i.

i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry..

with words dripping with sincerity,
thanks for putting up with me. : )

it's a wednesday!

2005-11-23T08:47:00.000+08:00

which means today i'll be having the ever so fabfabfab "let's use our thinking hats" lesson. hoping the sun'll be a lil less generous with its sunny rays. graph comm was fun yesterday, i guess cocky isn't so bad. :D

yesterday called for truth or dare at jinkses with dares predominating truths.

in a rich man's world.

2005-11-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

tis was for fizures.
i kinda downgraded metinks.

My blog is worth $14,678.04.
How much is your blog worth?

moon-trills;

My blog is worth $8,468.10.
How much is your blog worth?

super the uber duber vair is ghetto the cool la.

my first time at a flea market today!! yay!
and then i got the sniffles.

in a sweet and velvet tongue.

2005-11-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

"we know everyone don't like us."

the lecturers this sem are quite spiffy metinks. i still don't quite get marketing a tad but jerome's cool. so's mikey hekelele. haha. i like that guy, he's vair interesting. and i didn't mean it in an ogle-ish way.

arghghghgh i'm so tempted to catch that friggin good offer tomorrow.
i'm so tempted!
i'm so tempted!
i'm so tempted!
i'm so tempted!

hmm.

i've to make sure i wake up wayyy after 11am. ahh.

okay well, random pictures from yesterday's yesterdays.

won't do.

2005-11-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

i've to lose 4 kilos.

QED.

all i've to do is to stop eating.

urgh.

2005-11-13T19:45:00.000+08:00

honestly now, medi soc (media in society) is totally confusing me. i mean, how on earth am i supposed to write an answer based on the book yet not based on the book and make it sound realistic enough to show that yes i have read the book.

i'm worsening my already super worsened confused condition.

deek.

2005-11-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

"Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this."

i like to look at numbers (buses, block numbers) and think about the numbers it can be divided by. and it helps me remember buses and blocks and blah. i do that also after counting the number of characters in shop names. ie, 77th street = 10 = 5x2, 1x10.. bla3.
i refuse to eat/drink non-plainwater drinks at night after i've brushed my teeth. sometimes i brush my teeth as early as 6pm to prevent me from having late night snackings.
i tend to crave for snacks and then when i finally get to the shops, i feel contented just looking at the things i can buy and then i head home.
i wanna learn hopelandish. and then migrate to iceland. :D
i don't know why most times i tend to be so quiet when i'm such a noisy bugger.

ok, 5 random people!

jinks.
muji.
pickay.
hana.
shear!

confessions of a teenage drama king.

2005-11-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

muji doesn't like affection much but i'll hug her many many times anyways to irk her. *evil laugh* caught the exorcism of emily rose with the other 3 lovers just now. waste of my 10 bucks (cos reck didn't gimme 50 cents change back)! it wasn't worth it methinks, it was quite boring.

reck & jinks came over after that. and we had a non-sexual orgy. hahaha. but anywho! today (well, yesterday, technically. since it's 1:49am now) was superbly interesting and in a vair peculiar way, fabfabfab. :D

vair sad.

2005-11-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

i miss my girlfriend.

thongs and stuff.

2005-11-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

friend: selamat hari raya!
me: slamat hari rayaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!
friend: maaf zahir batin and all that and............yea.

haha. i found that funny. anyways, raya this year has been pretty dead so far. well it is pretty dead compared to previous years, first days have never been more silenter.

it feels so weird to say i've homework but i do. haha. homework. homework. sounds so sec skl-ish.

my friend laughed at me when i said i wanted to buy sneakers. she said i'm a slipper girl. which jinks thought was quite derogative. so she said i'm a flip flop girl! cos flip flops sound nicer.

my 4th attempt at keeping a diary isn't so bad. i've managed to write 2 entries. i bought it 2 weeks ago.

choc-full.

2005-11-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

i am a candy shoppe. and there're more stashed away in the deeper realms that is my drawer. :D

i was surfing the m&m's webby and there're glow in the dark wrappers for halloween!! i wanna get my hands on those. boohoo. and breast cancer ones, too! m&m's have the coolest wrappers in the history of coolestest wrappers, i say.

there was one with a green wrapper at the cocoa tree but it was a big pack and cost 13 buckaroos. multi flavoured, it said. cool right. but i was too broke to get it. besides, i thought it was too expensive.

down.

2005-10-31T11:19:00.000+08:00

how i'm feeling right now.

hi, ween!

2005-10-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

we went to JB on saturday. i had ayam percik for the vair first time. and lemang, too. and something called roti bom. so controversial, eh, the name. anyways it tasted like sweetened prata. so it wasn't vair nice, but fattening nonetheless.

and on monday, i broke my fast with the workmates. it was fab fab fab!! the company and the food. we found nifty stuffs at taka and we also took lots of pictures.

like this one.

and this one.

and these ones.

blame it on the black star.

2005-10-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

i hate my job. this is like, my umpteenth time complaining but honestly now, it's not fun to have faeces in the form of faces to be thrown at you everyday. if i had it my way, i'd have ripped many many applicants to shreds. and leave their applications in tact.

also, MY ROOM IS HAIRY. a cat can camouflage here easily, man.

okay so, random pictures during/after work.

the first pic was taken during work. second one after work. different expressions, eh. the second pose too tiring. some are so affirmative bout me having eternal pms. i mean, whatever man. i'm moody only once in a scarlet white moon.

such chunky thighs.

cool right? bet you don't know where i was standing (for real).

okay bye.

chewy choc chip oatmeal cookies.

2005-10-19T19:32:00.000+08:00

went to delifrance yesterday with my 2 lovers. there was a lot on the menu but everything just seemed.. dull to me. or maybe it was cos i was craving for baked rice and they didn't have anything of the sort. but i liked the passion fruit drink thingamajig. :) muchos sorry to the other pair, couldn't really pick you guys up at zee airport.. :(

anyways saturday was spent shopping at far east with the two shmucks (hehe.) from work. that place is full of surprises, i say. at low costs too.

while waiting for the train.

and and, then on sunday we had a BBB! which stands for the Babies'BirthdayBash! they turned 2 on monday, old enough to knock foreheads with each other and then laugh and say "oww! tantok!". which means terantuk, which has got something to do with hitting something.. anyways, they're still cute as ever. there was quite a lot of food. here're pics of some.

and we got a cake from secret recipe. i love cheesecakes. :) switched off the lights to sing them a birthday song but nana got scared of the candles and ended up holding her hands out and crying.. but she was still okay when this shot was taken.

there're more but.. the c.c.c.o cookies are a-waiting. ta-ra!

this like.

2005-10-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

they played bluetones on the bus today. so olskool, and surprising too.

i'm beginning to really find my job annoying. i can't imagine working there as a full time-r. i've to drag myself out of bed everyday; i hit snooze up to 5 times when i'm not so lazy.

work's turning me into some peoplist. i don't think i like people. i can't stand it when they earn so much and act snobbish and ask me a lot of questions as to why they've to produce this that this and those. or when they're sooo blur as eff or when they speak to me in malay when they can speak english well. i don't like talking in the mother tongue when working. so unprofessional. or when they just smell bad. i don't like it when people smell bad. and not lil bad but you-totally-reek-of-rottens bad.

my conversation with a flight attendant today taught me a bit bout her work. she said it's not as easy or glamorous as it seems. be on your toes on for 15 hours straight and you only get a day off. tiring you know.

i don't like nasty bus drivers. there've been 2 vair nice ones and they both drive buses from the toa payoh interchange. they tell me of strange things which appear in the night while driving along the beachy area. and then i'll ask if they're for real and they'll reply with a "aiyah, common la!"

TODAY I GOT CHEATED. mannn i spent 5 bucks on that nose pad thingy for your specs. well i bet she just blurted out the sum. bloody nyonya. cos we went to another shop and i was curious and asked how much they charged and the guy was like.. "umm.. we don't charge for the nose pads actually.."

aww man i was outraged and dumbstruck and shocked and i gasped big (and long) enough to let a hornet make a nest in the mouth.

i could buy ayam penyet with that 5 bucks okay. it's like spending on something you can get for free. like paying the uncle who gives out Today newspapers 5 bucks. like finding a sweet on the floor and leaving behind a 5 dollar note for whoever who kindly left it there. like paying 5 bucks for a packet of chili sauce at mcdonalds. 5 bucks, okay.

peekture.

2005-10-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

the new timetable isn't all that bad. i kinda like mine, actually. i won't have to wake up late on monday, and i get to go home early on friday. so that's like, cool la.

today i got stood up by my date. grr. anyways, two random refleksion pictures.
i don't like it when people talk to me when i'm not talking to them. i mean, you don't talk to me if i'm not talking to you. i don't get it. how can you be alone and speak out random comments on the streets to a stranger? it's just silly and weird la, ok.

today one of the applicants was fascinated that i could speak malay. and so he asked if i was indonesian. cos he thought i was chinese. interesting, eh.

i am saad.

2005-10-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

the download for season 2 episode 12 of the l word is at 58% now and that calls for celebration cos i can watch it in a few hours' time, hurrah! but i'm sad cos after ep 12, there'll be ep 13; marking the end of season 2. season 3'll only be out in february 2006 and that's a longgggg way to go, so it sucks. and i love love love love shane mccutcheon.

aww man now i've to find new shows to get hooked on to.

dykes on bikes looked so spiffy. i want to go to a pride parade too!

anthief.

2005-10-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

here're pics of my cupcaked briefs.

and there's the thief of an ant; anthief, stealing a piece of the cupcake away from the cake in the cup.

cupcaked briefs.

2005-10-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

aww mann just yesterday i woke up with a huge huge smile to the sweetest, mushiest, loveliest most nicest good morning sms ever. <3 <3

and it was from school!! got a D+ for social psychology which made me vair happy anyways cos i was worried i was gonna have to retake the bloody module. and the other results weren't at all bad.

anyways, i was happy!

and it was pay day!!

but then i splurged on a lot of stuffs at the end of the day and today i'm quite.. annoyed.

me and kin went to the body shop warehouse sale yesterday (so fab!!) and i spent quite a bit on stuff i prolly don't even need and regretted buying the moment i stepped home. but i still feel i shouldaf gotten that strawberry scrub. so delish, the smell.

and then the elder sis and i went to swensens for buka and binged ourselves silly till we walked around all hunched and rollie-pollie and heavy and just.. oh the walk yesterday was super tiring. and there was the shoe which was bought impulsively but it was too small and now i'm like regretting..

everything.

i think i'm so much more happier when i'm broke.

of nervous giggles and sudden coldness.

2005-10-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

results for e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g will be out on thursday! i kinda feel dizzy thinking about social psychology. if i were to fail that module and have to repeat it, i'd just kill myself (not for real). but i'd be miserable like the fishes which live in my fishtank. there used to be so many now there's only one. well at least the tank's cleaner now, the other day it was full of algae sticking to the glass.

anyways back to the school matter, i'm kinda worried! but if all goes as planned me and jas will be heading down to school tomorrow to collect the essays and stuff. i'm not tat worried bout the other modules (confident, eh.) but just this one awful one.. bahhh. i hope i made the cut.

anyways, work is really sucking up my happiness. it starts so early in the morning, leaving me no time to enjoy the serene view of morningness outta my window (haha yah right) and it ends at like, 5? so that's like my day totally taken and ruined prolly by some foreigners who i don't give a hoot about. honestly, these people i've to deal with..

oh! there was one yesterday who couldn't speak english FOR NUTS (and when i say that i MEANNNNN NUTSS), she didn't even know what a friggin "passport" is. so pen tan like hell.

i can't wait to get my results back! i wonder how i did for my written communication. hmmm, hmmm.

cool ar, typing all those things in full instead of saying writt comm/soc psy/ray-dee-oh!.

ok la, i'm like running out of things to talk about.

OH MY LOVER IS BACK! welcome back jinkses we missed you vair muchly so, yes. *hughug kisskiss*.

fasting will begin as of tomorrow. i hope the foreigners i'll be meeting at work will be nicer and/or/and less problematic this month. i'd be refraining from uttering curses under the breath.

if.

2005-09-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

if tomorrow's yesterday was instead, the day before's tomorrow, i could have wished myself a happy birthday. but today's not yesterday. see.

so, happy belated birthday to me.

we caught the preview of the corpse bride yesterday, it was nice. it reminded me of a gothik versh of shrek. or something along those lines. but i liked it. much better than i liked nightmare before christmas. it'd be quite spiffy if the burton guy created some movie on oyster boy. :D

there was a raving mad applicant today who sent the office people in a frenzy. his snapping at us made me snap back at him. which isn't something vair nice but it set him off. we had to get into this room which looks like the prison interrogating room thingy with a table and 2 chairs to sit down and "talk things out" with this other officer as the peace-maker. it was quite a stupid petty issue, i think he was just silly.

other than that (coupled with the bad day i had at the office), i thought today was a vair vair good day. :D

physically taxing.

2005-09-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

bro's wedding went off well but you could tell the newly-weds were kinda tired of smiling the whole day at 5+ in the aftie. the deco at the girl's side was might spiffy but we compensated for the lack of our spiffy deco with spiffy food; tau huey included. which was weird cos i've never seen tau huey at weddings before. and cheng tng to boot. i love cheng tng. we didn't have briyani!! which is nice cos i'm tired of eating briyani after briyani and then briyani again at weddings.

but i still think the food on nikah day's always much much nicer. like, normal stuffs.

the house's still messy though.

damn. now i'm grumpy cos i can't find a single radiohead cd at home. and i've a craving to listen to the bends cos i love love black star. and cos the single line; "if i could be, who you wanted" is so, orgasmic.

took a day off work.

2005-09-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

the tl board has been down for so friggin long, it irks me. and the new message from elan made me smile smile smile cos it's been tonnes of ages yonks plus eons since we "talked" and.. it's just superbly swell to receive messages once in a while from people who you don't receive messages often from. like, you know, remembered.

work's taking a toll on my back and my sleeping schedule. even though school was hectic before, i still had time to log on the net and poke my nose into the blogs of others or chat chat chat till the early mornings but now i just can't be bothered. and my bedtime now is so horribly early, 9+pm sometimes. although i sleep at like, 2/3am before and have to wake up earlier to get to school, it seems more tiring to actually drag myself to the office and talk to people and blah. maybe cos i don't have as much fun as i do when i'm with the classmates. 3 weeks is long, you idiots. how come everyone's busy busy to meet up huh huh huh?

i miss reck! as in, yah i miss reck. and jinks went off to sabah so now i've one lover lesser to go out with. but muji's back and picky's still alive and kicking so we can go to that go kart thingy you were talking about, yah? yah!

yesterday the chilli at that ayam penyet place was super hot to the max, hotter than the usual hawtness. which wasn't necessarily good, cos i got bloated from drinking too much but it was delish nonetheless. good company always always goes well with good food, and i had both yesterday, which was swell. bro's getting married in 2 days time!!!!! so fast.

and now i have to do something i've been wanting to do for so long but i've been too busy sleeping or tired to do it. it involves a piece of paper, pencil/pen, doodles and random words. and some stamps.

shirts.

2005-09-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

i don't like going to geylang. i remember as a kid when i went to geylang during the fasting month, it was so hot and i got so sweaty and there were a lot of people and i just wished i could have a cool drink and/or go home. i didn't care much about whatever clothes my mum buys me cos my agitatedness was bothering me too much.

i think that feeling is still lingering around; i still hate going to geylang now. and i don't wish to shop for new raya clothes cos i don't wear them throughout the rest of the year, and i don't like visiting shops to get such clothes, and i'm too lazy to leave the house just to get to somewhere with a lot of people and sweaty bodies and heat. and mum has been persuading me to go but i just. don't. want. to. but its so mentally taxing to think of what to wear on raya (the day) itself. "i can't wear this, i wore this last year".

actually, i don't even like shopping for clothes much. i don't find myself shopping for clothes much. i didn't even go to a single clothing shop during the great singapore sale (yes i suck tat much). and i hate shoe shopping cos it sucks to have huge feet, you can't get stuff easily. and i'm like, 'embarrassed' sometimes to ask for the sizes they have and so i just don't bother asking. i seriously prefer spending on food.

i make a good food spender, i love food.

but i seriously need to get new clothes during this hols. cos i'm running out (actually i HAVE run out) of what to wear for school.

may i have your passport, sir.

2005-09-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

5th day of work. quite interesting; the job.. minus the butt ache from sitting too long and backache from not being able to sit back and relax while checking documents. and it makes me go whoaa looking at some of their incomes. there was this guy who earns 40,000 bucks a month and that's like, a LOT. it's like, in a day, he earns what some others might earn in a month. and i should start trying to speak some proper mandarin sentences so i can tell those PRC people what to do exactly. some of them can't speak english for nuts. and bolts. and that's baaaad. i only know how to say "ni zhi bao le ma?"

which is, have you eaten?

which is absolutely irrelevant to people who are actually trying to apply for a PR status, not ordering food.

anyways, around one and a half week left to the day for the elder brother but i don't feel the hype.

yeay, it's friday tomorrow, i'm happy. :D

<3.

2005-09-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

dear darla,

i hate your stinkin' guts. you make me vomit.
you're scum between my toes.

love,
alfalfa.

---

we are he-man woman haters
we feed girls to alligators
our clubhouse burned down mighty low
but we've got a plan to make some dough!

---

waldo: we just moved into town. my father bought the oil refinery.
darla: that explains why you're so refined!
alfalfa: yeah, and so oily!

---

lastly..

uh-huh: actually, i've always had a rather extensive vocabulary, not to mention a phenomenal grasp of grammar and a superlative command of syntax. I simply chose not to employ them.

the l word.

2005-09-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

i'm just done watching the only show
that i've ever been so hooked by
and i was so sad it ended that way
that i could actually cry

and now i simply cannot wait to know
about what that's gonna happen next
i hope that tanya will die or something
cos I really feel like chopping off her legs

the characters are great and so's the plot
and shane's so hot she's hot, it's true
now i'm impatiently waiting to finally know
about what's in store for me in season two.

.. morning 5:19.

2005-09-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

watermelon poo called in the morning
to tell me we got the job
i got so happy and bathed and dressed
and went there in my flip flops

filled out some forms given out by a lady named jenny
and she said "monday, 8:30!"
it was exciting yet scary and also quite sad
cos next week i'll no longer be this free.

but then i thought of all the bucks i'll earn
and the many stuffs that i can buy
and i feel so glad and so vair vair excited
but i haf to end this so, byebye. :)